Inspired by Chewing On Glass Blog – here
The idea: WHAT IF… November was a guy? How he’d talk, think, feel?
Monologue – ‘sloppy style.’
Fuck it. I spent all my life
Behind locked doors
In front of a computer
Kissing the glass of the colorless bubbles
Or news – unpleasant, painful, dangerous.
I don’t go out anymore…
Pubs are only a memory
Of bad girls and cruel mornings.
Look, traffic lights from the window
Is harboring the human failing
On my hands
Or under my feet –
The result for being addicted
To another glass or cigarette.
Food, politics, media
Are cuddling in pleasure,
Poorly combined advertising.
YOU are the reason
I don’t go out anymore
Pubs are only a memory…
Yes, my name is November, and I’m fed up with this world: running on lust and lack of common sense.
Let me shortly explain –
I lost myself
In the middle of
‘Life to be understood’-moments
Stretched to nothing.
I lost myself
The tales of sin and emptiness –
Modern one-line-verses of poetry.
My head has been cracked in a billion pieces,
Sinking in silence
Of grief, ache, whatever comes my way, really…
I stopped to live.
Pubs are only a memory…
I can’t hold a drink anymore –
So, why try? Right?
Even fewer skills.
Money? Haven’t seen that in ages.
House? Living in the middle of nowhere.
3 video games.
My dental hygiene gone to shit.
Constant caffeine, you know…
Boxers with holes
No hat. No hair.
To tell you the truth – no boxers…
And lock your doors, bitches!
Eyes behind owl-a-like-glasses.
Hm, I’ve got hell-who-knows-how-to-pronounce-it-syndrome!
Screwed from reading white screens all the time,
In a complete darkness.
I thought I know better
I thought I can choose
‘Your best life is ahead of you’ –
Fake human slogan.
Waiting for Christmas?
Counting days? Hours? Seconds?
I know I am a burden to everyone:
Stubborn and arrogant.
Black and unwanted.
Homeless and broke.
And this shit ain’t gonna change any time soon!
Maybe in December…
You got this, they said.
Be honest with yourself
And all will improve just fine:
Candles, more vodka with tonic, yoga-up-that-lazy-butt…
And it will be ‘summer’ all over again.
Novemberhood is lonely
P.S. Knocking on the freezing wall, swearing extremes, spitting ecstasies… watching how a delicious red rock of Santa Claus is sweeping away my last days.
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You look at everything differently! 🙂
Thank you 💕💕 it was fun to write 🙂 well, what is next? If December was a girl?? 😂😂😂
What a brilliant take!❤️
Thank you for support 💕💕💕
I can’t hold a drink anymore, she said with a glass of bourbon of her lips.
Haha 😂 that’s exactly how it IS 🤨😉
Your take on life, Victoria – encouragable!
😂 haha …we, from the North, are like this* :))
Loved this. I think you had a go camera in my room.
🤸♂️🤸♂️😂😅 glad you don’t think it’s “too noir”
It was fun and I’ve had everyone of those feelings.
Nicely done! I know this guy, or knew him. I’m pretty sure his body is in the basement.
😂😂 Haha … glad he’s there 🙂
funny thing, I knew him too 🙂
Wow that was ace! November seems like a bit of a lost soul. Try having a birthday in November, everyone talking about Christmas and I’m not even a year older, swept up in unpacking the Christmas tree. It’s a shame
Haha 😂 exactly my point… here all stores & people are already preparing for Xmas celebration and…hey it’s only 5th
I know, I hate it. This year however I’ve noticed it’s slightly later, I’m sure we had a couple of years of Christmas insanity where October was the kick off date. It winds me up no end, Britain is fucked in a spiral of credit card debt and cheap shit wine.
Not only Britain but …yeah things are getting worse there with each hour 😼😼
I’m not ready for Xmas yet. Let’s hope it will come on time & not before
But I’m not bitter, not much I can do about it
Wickedly apropos- well done!
😀📚 thank you! Appreciate it
HA! November is always December’s shadow.
Yes 😂😂 kinda funny & sad in the same time 🙂
Did I miss If October was a girl? Shit!
Spicy, yummy take on the calendar candy, RNB.
I’d like to say…yes, you did 😬 but nope, my calendar 🗓 is only 1 month long 🤸♂️🤸♂️🤸♂️
You’re a brat, you know that? Buahahaha! Good one RNB, well played.
Rings a bell of ‘Gas lighting’ 🙁
Stay positive… December is on the way 🙂
November guy is a scary and messed up kind person. But reflective…
🙂 yeah, a lot of people could relate… 😅👀
I’m sure 😀
This is so clever. I kinda understand him as I know a few like him.
Yeah …I’m sure there’re a lot of “novembers” around us ✌️👀⛄️
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